The locked drawer, the secret phone calls, the name “Vanessa” flashing on his screen at 11 p.m. two summers ago, the way he’d looked me dead in the eye and said putting the house in his name alone was “just for tax reasons,” and the way he insisted, even after the wedding, that we keep separate bank accounts.
Every little thing I’d swallowed down because I loved him too much to ask twice.
“Tonight I’ll finally do what I planned.”
I could’ve burst into that bedroom screaming or thrown the wine glass at the wall and demanded answers.
But something inside me went very, very still.
I wanted to know who Aaron was talking to, what he’d planned, and why he’d pretended to love me all these years. I wanted the whole picture, not a hallway shouting match he’d weasel his way out of with that soft smile.
So I made a different decision.
I could’ve burst into that bedroom screaming.
I wiped my face with the hem of my dress. I walked back to the kitchen on legs that didn’t feel like mine.
I picked up the wine bottle and poured two perfect glasses.
I practiced my smile in the reflection of the microwave door. The same dumb one I’d worn for 15 years.
