“Before he died, he showed me where he hid it in the back of his closet. He made me promise I wouldn’t open it until today.”
“Okay, sweetheart.”
She hesitated.
“I’m supposed to tell you something too.”
Something about her expression made the hair on my arms rise.
“What?”
She took a breath.
“You still don’t know why Dad chose you.”
I wiped my hands.
Sat down.
Then opened the box.
Mr. Bunny was inside.
A scream came out of me before I could stop it.
I knew him immediately.
His fur was worn thin across the stomach from years of Josie squeezing him.
His left ear still had the crooked stitch I had sewn one night after Josie went to sleep.
And on the tag were Josie’s initials written in green marker.
My hands began shaking.
I lifted the rabbit and pressed him against my face.
Dust.
Cedar.
Nothing that smelled like Josie anymore.
But it was him.
Mr. Bunny had come back.
Lily started crying.
“I’m sorry! I didn’t know! Dad told me not to open it!”
She backed toward the wall.
That brought me back to reality.
She was six.
She had no idea what she had just handed me.
“Lily.”
I put the rabbit down.
“Look at me.”
She did.
“You did nothing wrong. Nothing.”
“Then why did you scream?”
“Because I don’t understand how your dad had this.”
That was when I noticed the envelope beneath the rabbit.
My name was written across it in Daniel’s handwriting.
I opened it.
The paper shook in my hands.
Daniel wrote that he had been there the day of the accident.
He had been driving nearby.
When he saw the wreck, he stopped.
He called 911.
Then ran toward the car.